Well, I went to a specialist the other day, he said that one of my saliva glands just under my jaw is diseased, it’s created a stone and it’s getting bigger. It’s stuck fairly far back so their going to have to surgically remove it. So they have to cut at the top of my neck and take it out. So now I’m getting an appointment to see either a plastic surgeon, or an ear and neck specialist. They have to be really careful because face nerves are really close to that area, and if their severed I may be paralyzed on that side of my face. I think I cried for about 10 minutes, my mum tried to give me a hug but I was so pissed off to be near anyone.

This was a big dent in our family because I have just gotten over all the other crap I had (bee allergy- I was on a three year desensitization programme I had a needle every bloody week for a year then it was a needle every month. I found I was allergic to artificial food colorings so I had to go on a 2 month diet, then I got depression which I still bloody have and when it all seemed to be alright, this came up.

My mum is about to go into serious surgery on the 28th of April And my dad just found out he was going to go blind if he didn’t use some drops everyday for the rest of his life, our house was in enough state of shock before this shit happened

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